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Part 1:
I believed saying goodbye to the man I had loved for most of my life would be the most painful thing I would ever endure.
The true reason Thomas had returned to me was not revealed until after he was gone.
Rain tapped gently against the window of my small rented apartment as I sat alone, stirring a cup of instant coffee that my budget could barely afford.
Yet somehow, the streets still remembered me.
My pension was not enough to cover the rising rent and everyday expenses, so I had taken my old nursing badge from a drawer, bought a new uniform, and returned to work at the local hospital.
Coming home was strange.
I had never married.
There had been a few relationships over the years and several kind men who had tried to build a life with me.
But none of them had ever been Thomas.
Thomas had been my first love.
We were both seventeen when we met, young enough to believe that promises could last forever simply because we meant them when we made them.
Thomas had chosen to remain in town and work at his father’s hardware business.
“Please don’t go, Nancy,” he begged.
“I have to,” I told him. “I worked too hard to give this opportunity up.”
“Then you’re breaking my heart.”
Those were almost the last words he ever said to me.
I boarded the bus, left town, and spent the next fifty-six years believing I would never see him again.
The ringing telephone pulled me out of the memory.
I knew who it was before I answered.
“Nancy, it’s Raymond,” a cheerful voice said. “I’m checking on my favorite cousin.”
Favorite cousin.
Raymond and I had barely spoken in thirty years.
But ever since I returned to town, he had started calling nearly every week.
His voice was always friendly, yet his questions made me uncomfortable.
“How’s the apartment?” he asked. “Rent must be difficult on a pension.”
“I’m managing.”
“Have you organized your paperwork? Your will? Your banking information? A woman living alone at your age needs to prepare for these things.”
I forced my voice to remain polite.
“I’m fine, Raymond.”
“You know, I used to visit Aunt Margaret all the time before she died. I helped her handle her finances and personal affairs. Family should take care of family.”
Something about the way he said it made my coffee suddenly taste bitter.
“That was kind of you,” I replied. “But I have to get ready for work.”
I ended the call before he could ask anything else.
The hospital smelled of disinfectant, medicine, and the quiet anxiety that seemed to live permanently inside its walls.
That morning, I pushed my cart down the long hallway, checking room numbers and patient charts.
I was already exhausted, and it was not even ten o’clock.
Room 220.
A new patient had been admitted for long-term care.
I opened the door, stepped inside, and glanced at the chart.
The first name made me stop breathing.
Thomas.
Then I saw the surname beneath it.
My hands tightened around the file.
It could not be him.
There had to be hundreds of men with that name.
But when I raised my eyes toward the patient lying in the bed, I recognized him immediately.
Fifty-six years had passed, but they had not erased the face I remembered.
Thomas was thinner now.
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