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A comfortable room, but a prison all the same. She grew up there alone, visited only by an old maidservant who brought food three times a day and never spoke. Isabel learned to read on her own, leafing through old books no one else wanted. She learned to sew, learned to tell time by the movement of the sun on the wall, and learned, above all, to be invisible.
And with her death, the Colonel began to reorganize his life. He decided he no longer wanted that weight, that constant reminder of imperfection. He needed a solution. He couldn’t simply kick his daughter out, as that would cause gossip, but he could transfer the problem. And that was when he thought of Benedito.
Benedito was the strongest man at the mill. Perhaps the strongest man the Colonel had ever seen in his entire life. Shoulders wide as wooden beams, arms that carried weights two men together could not. He was 35 years old, having come from the Slave Coast as a child, and had survived everything that cruel system could throw at a human being.
The Colonel called Benedito one August morning. The sky was heavy, foretelling rain. Benedito entered the Big House with bare feet still soiled with purple earth. The Colonel was sitting in his leather armchair, a glass of port wine in his hand, his gaze distant. Benedito stood waiting, always waiting.
“I have a task for you,” said the Colonel, without looking directly at him. “My daughter needs someone to take care of her. You will take on this responsibility.” Benedito did not respond immediately. He processed the information. No one spoke of a daughter. He knew the two boys. “But a daughter… she stays in the back of the house,” continued the Colonel.
Benedito left, but before going to the back of the house, he stopped in the kitchen. He asked Aunt Josefa, the oldest cook, about this daughter. Josefa looked around, checking if anyone was listening, and said in a low voice: “The girl Isabel was born with bad legs. The mistress was ashamed. They locked her back there a long time ago. Almost no one remembers she exists.”
She turned her face slowly, as if she were not used to being interrupted. Her eyes were large, dark, deep. They were not the eyes of someone who had given up. They were the eyes of someone who was waiting, just like him. “Who are you?” Her voice was firm, without fear, but with curiosity. “Benedito. Your father sent me to take care of you.”
Involvement was dangerous. But Isabel persisted, not in an annoying way, but genuinely, as if she really wanted to know. And gradually, very gradually, Benedito began to answer. He told her about the crossing he didn’t remember well because he was only a child. He told her about the early years cutting cane under a sun that burned the skin until it cracked.
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