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I followed them into the living room almost without thinking.
A golden blur shot across the rug and slammed directly into my legs, tail wagging wildly.
Warm fur.
Soft whining.
Then I saw the tiny split in his right ear.
“Oh my God… Benji?”
“Benji… Benji…”
When I looked up, the teenagers were crying too.
One of the boys held up a flash drive.
He plugged it into the television.
The screen flickered to life with shaky phone videos.
Angie wearing an oversized hoodie at a gas station.
“My mom misses Benji every day,” she said into the camera. “And he matters because he was Dad’s dog too. So I’m going to find him somehow… even if it takes forever.”
My hand flew to my mouth.
A girl beside me whispered gently:
“She didn’t tell you because she wanted it to be a surprise.”
There were more clips.
In one, Angie laughed openly with her friends in a way I hadn’t seen in months.
In another, she held up a handmade missing poster with Benji’s old photo taped in the middle.
“He has a tiny split in his right ear,” she explained proudly. “That’s how we’ll know it’s really him.”
When the video ended, the quiet boy with glasses finally spoke.
“She talked about you constantly.”
“How did you find him?” I asked through tears.
The dark-haired boy leaned against the television stand.
“We’d been searching for weeks. Shelters, old neighborhoods, flyers everywhere. Angie told us how Benji disappeared when you moved.”
I stared at them in shock.
All that time, I believed these kids were pulling my daughter away from me.
In reality, they had been helping her try to heal me.
Then the smallest girl began crying harder.
“The day of the accident,” she whispered, “we were coming back from searching.”
“There was a golden dog near the road,” another boy explained quietly. “We know now it wasn’t Benji, but from far away it looked close enough.”
The blonde girl wiped her eyes.
“Angie saw him and screamed, ‘It’s him!’ Then she rode straight into the intersection…”
She couldn’t finish.
The boy with glasses spoke softly instead.
“Before she died, she grabbed my hand and told us that if we loved her at all, we had to keep looking for Benji… for you.”
I buried my face against Benji’s fur and cried harder than I had at the funeral.
“I told you all to stay away,” I whispered.
The dark-haired boy nodded once.
“Yeah.”
“And you still came.”
He looked at me with eyes suddenly much older than his age.
“Angie was our friend.”
That was the moment my anger finally shattered.
Because while I blamed them for my pain, they had been carrying grief too.
Benji came into our lives when Angie was nine years old.
My husband Peter found him at a roadside adoption event. He walked back to the car holding a floppy-eared golden puppy while Angie screamed so loudly people turned around laughing.
“We’re just looking,” I told him.
Peter smiled and handed Angie the leash.
“We already looked.”
Two months later, Peter died in a motorcycle accident.
After that, it was just the three of us.
Benji slept outside Angie’s bedroom door.
Then outside mine.
As though he couldn’t decide which one of us needed protecting more.
He was the last living connection we had to the man we both loved.
Then, during our move eight months earlier, Benji disappeared.
We searched for days.
Without a collar or tag, he simply vanished.
And now, sitting on my living room floor with him in my arms, I finally understood something.
Those kids hadn’t stolen my daughter from me.
In her own stubborn teenage way, Angie had been trying to give me something back.
PART 3
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