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The timestamp continued flashing in the corner of the monitor, a small red beat that felt as though it were pounding directly inside my head.
One minute.
Five.
I sat frozen in my office chair, my hand locked over the mouse, while the heavy mahogany desk in front of me did absolutely nothing to stop my life from tearing open. On the screen was the upstairs corridor of my own home, gleaming and spotless and horrifyingly quiet. I watched my six-year-old son vanish behind the thick wooden door of the cleaning closet.
Maybe Vivian had simply lost control for a moment. Maybe she would return in a few seconds. Maybe there was an explanation, some reasonable thread I could cling to, something that would keep the life I thought was perfect from breaking apart.
But the timestamp kept advancing.
Fifteen.
My grip tightened around the mouse until my knuckles turned pale. The hallway remained empty. Nothing shifted. Nothing changed. And behind that narrow door, my little boy was shut inside alone in the dark.
She was carrying a basket stacked with neatly folded towels, hurrying along the hallway, when she suddenly stopped outside the closet. She tilted her head slightly, as if she had caught the faintest sound from behind the door. Then the basket fell from her hands, and white towels scattered over the marble floor.
She pulled the door open.
Even through the grainy recording, I could see his whole body trembling. He rushed forward, throwing his arms around Maya’s waist and pressing his face into her apron. She sank to her knees, wiping at his tears, touching his face, checking him frantically with shaking hands while her mouth moved in urgent whispers I could not hear.
Then she glanced over her shoulder.
She was afraid.
Not of my crying child.
She was afraid of my wife.
My stomach lurched. I clicked the next clip.
A different day.
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