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“I’m sorry,” he whispered. “I didn’t know it would turn into this.”
His eyes were wet too.
“So he didn’t leave?” he asked.
“No, baby. I think he was kept away from us.”
The kitchen fell silent.
That was all it took.
Gwen lived in a tiny white house with flowerpots drooping on the porch. My parents promised to stay in the truck unless we needed them. Gwen opened the door before we even knocked.
That nearly took my knees out.
“Heather?” she asked softly.
She burst into tears. “I’m so sorry.”
Then she looked at Leo and covered her mouth. “Oh my God. Sweetheart, you look exactly like him.”
I stepped forward and hugged her.
“The box is upstairs,” she said. “It has as many of his letters as I could save.”
“You really kept them?” Leo asked quietly.
Gwen nodded. “I found them after our mother died last winter.”
She led us into the attic. It smelled like dust and old paper.
Then she knelt beside a storage bin and lifted the lid.
Letters.
Stacks of them. Birthday cards. Returned envelopes with my name written in Andrew’s handwriting.
My legs gave out, and I sat directly on the floor.
Leo dropped beside me.
Gwen handed me the first envelope carefully, like it might break.
“Start there,” she whispered.
I opened it.
“Heather,
I know this looks bad. Please don’t think I abandoned you. I’m trying to come back. I promise.
— A.”
The air vanished from my lungs.
“Mom?” Leo whispered.
I couldn’t answer. I grabbed another letter.
“I don’t know if you hate me. My mother says you do. I don’t believe her, but I don’t know how else to reach you.”
“Oh no, no, no,” I whispered.
Leo leaned closer. “What is it?”
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