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“He thought I hated him.”
I ripped open the third letter so quickly I almost tore it apart.
“If it’s a boy, I hope he laughs like you do when you’re truly happy.”
Leo stared at me. “He wrote that.”
I nodded and handed him one of the birthday cards.
He opened it carefully.
“To my child,
Nobody spoke.
Then Leo looked at Gwen. “You knew about this?”
“I just wanted him to stay…” I whispered.
“I know,” Gwen said softly. “But I didn’t learn the truth until much later. By then, she’d already lied to both of you.”
Gwen wiped her face. “He didn’t walk away. Three years ago, he was driving home from work when a truck ran a red light. He d:ied before the ambulance reached the hospital.”
Gwen handed me Andrew’s old school photo and the worn pregnancy test I gave him eighteen years earlier. “After our mother got sick, she returned the letters to him. He kept every single one. He planned to try again.”
Outside, after I explained everything to my parents, my dad cleared his throat roughly. “Let’s get you home, kid.”
On the drive back, Leo fell asleep holding the box against his chest. At a red light, I looked over at him and finally understood the truth.
For eighteen years, I believed I was the girl Andrew abandoned.
I wasn’t.
I was the girl Andrew loved—and kept writing to until he no longer could.
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