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The terminal smelled like coffee, disinfectant, and impatience.
It should have been ordinary.
Just another Thursday night. Just another business trip.
My husband, Quasi, stood beside me, perfectly put together as always. Gray custom suit pressed sharp enough to cut, polished Italian shoes, leather briefcase hanging easily from his hand. He wore confidence like a second skin. The expensive cologne I’d bought him at Lenox Mall for his birthday clung faintly to the air around him.
To anyone watching, we were the picture of success. A polished Atlanta family. A Black executive on the rise, his loyal wife and well-dressed child seeing him off.
Six years old. Small hand tucked into mine, fingers damp with sweat. He wore his favorite Hawks hoodie and light-up sneakers that blinked red and blue when he shifted his weight. His dinosaur backpack hung crooked on one shoulder, stuffed with a coloring book and a plastic T-rex he took everywhere.
“This meeting in Chicago is crucial, babe,” Quasi said, pulling me into a hug that felt practiced. Familiar. Almost hollow. “Three days tops. I’ll be back before you know it.”
“Of course,” I said. “We’ll be fine.”
Kenzo’s grip tightened around my hand.
“You take care of Mama for me, all right?” he said warmly.
Kenzo didn’t answer. He just nodded, eyes locked on his father’s face with an intensity that made my stomach twist.
Quasi kissed Kenzo’s forehead, then my cheek.
Then he turned and walked toward the TSA line without looking back, blending into the river of travelers heading toward metal detectors and gates.
I watched until I couldn’t see him anymore.
Only then did I let out a breath I hadn’t realized I was holding.
“Okay, baby,” I said softly. “Let’s go home.”
We started walking toward the parking deck, our footsteps echoing against the polished floor. Stores were closing, metal grates half-pulled down. The flight boards flickered overhead with last-call announcements. People jogged past us clutching Chick-fil-A bags and backpacks.
Kenzo lagged behind, dragging his feet.
“You okay, sweetie?” I asked. “You’ve been really quiet.”
He didn’t answer.
We were almost at the glass doors when he stopped so suddenly I nearly stumbled.
“Mama.”
I turned, annoyed for half a second, then instantly alarmed by the sound of his voice.
“What is it?”
He looked up at me, and the fear in his eyes punched the air out of my chest.
“Mama,” he whispered, tugging my hand hard, “we can’t go back home.”
I crouched in front of him, trying to keep my voice calm. “What do you mean? Of course we’re going home. It’s late.”
He shook his head violently, tears already pooling. “No. Please. We can’t. Something bad is going to happen.”
A few people glanced our way. I gently pulled him closer.
“Kenzo, baby, listen to me. You’re safe. Daddy’s just on a trip. Nothing bad is going to happen.”
“Mama, please,” he said, his voice breaking. “This time you have to believe me.”
This time.
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