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The words stung because they were deserved.
Now he was shaking in front of me, begging.
I took a breath. “Okay,” I said quietly. “Tell me what you heard.”
“This morning,” he whispered, “I woke up early to get water. Daddy was in his office on the phone. He said tonight something bad was going to happen while we were sleeping. He said he needed to be far away. That we wouldn’t be in his way anymore.”
The world tilted.
He nodded, frantic. “He said people were going to take care of it. His voice was scary, Mama. Not like Daddy.”
But memories surfaced uninvited.
I stood slowly.
“Okay,” I said. “I believe you.”
We walked to the car in silence. I buckled him in, my hands shaking, then drove—past our usual route, circling wide, approaching our street from the back.
I parked on a side road, engine off, headlights dark.
We waited.
Then a dark van turned onto our street.
It moved too slowly. Too deliberately.
It stopped in front of our house.
Two men stepped out.
They weren’t delivery drivers. They weren’t neighbors.
One of them reached into his pocket.
Not for a tool.
For a key.
He unlocked our front door.
The house swallowed them whole.
“Mama,” Kenzo whispered, gripping my arm. “How do they have a key?”
I couldn’t answer.
Then I smelled it.
Gasoline.
And a thin line of smoke curled from the window.
My heart seized.
Fire bloomed inside my home.
I lunged forward instinctively, then froze as flames swallowed the living room, climbing fast, merciless.
Sirens wailed in the distance.
The van sped away.
Kenzo wrapped his arms around me from behind as I collapsed onto the curb, staring at the inferno that used to be our life.
My phone vibrated in my hand.
A text from Quasi.
Just landed. Hope you and Kenzo are sleeping well. Love you.
I stared at the screen, then at the burning house.
And in that moment, I understood the truth.
If I hadn’t believed my son at the airport, we would have been inside.
Asleep.
And I realized, with sickening clarity, that the danger wasn’t over yet.
The firefighters arrived fast, red and blue lights strobing through the trees, sirens slicing the night open. Neighbors spilled onto porches in robes and slippers, hands covering mouths, phones held up like shields. Someone shouted my name once, like calling it loudly could pull me out of the flames.
I stayed hidden.
My body wouldn’t move. It was like my muscles had turned to stone, as if movement itself might make the scene real.
Kenzo pressed against my side, small and trembling, his face buried in my jacket. He was crying without noise, the way children do when they’re trying to be brave for an adult who looks like she’s about to fall apart.
I stared at the house, our house, and watched it change shape. The flames made it look alive, like a creature with a mouth that kept widening. The curtains went first, then the living room windows exploded outward with a sharp pop, heat rippling across the street even from where we were. The upstairs glowed and then caught, the fire climbing as if it knew exactly where to go.
Kenzo’s room was on that side.
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