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Carter returned to Connecticut three days later.
His suitcase was gone.
Apparently, he had left one bag behind at the Dubai airport after realizing he did not have enough available cash to pay storage fees or overweight luggage charges. His mistress had flown home the night before him on a ticket bought by her father, who, according to Caroline’s sources, had shouted so loudly over the phone that two airport employees turned around.
I watched the entire thing from my phone while waiting to board my flight to Athens.
The new security camera sent perfectly clear footage.
Then he knocked.
Then he noticed the locks.
He slammed the side of his fist against the door once.
I saved the clip and sent it to Margaret.
Good. Keep everything. Do not engage.
So I didn’t.
When the plane rose above New York, I looked down at the city lights and felt something inside me loosen.
Not yet.
But loosen.
Santorini did not repair me. Nothing repairs betrayal that fast. But beauty gives pain another place to stand.
The island felt impossible.
Whitewashed buildings poured down the cliffs. Blue domes gleamed beneath the sun. Bougainvillea shone like spilled paint. The sea glittered so fiercely it almost looked unreal. My hotel room had a terrace with a small plunge pool and a view that made language feel inadequate.
The first morning, I woke before sunrise and wrapped myself in a robe. The air smelled of salt and coffee. I sat outside with my knees tucked beneath me and watched the sky turn pink over the caldera.
For the first time in months, no one needed anything from me.
No husband asking where his passport was.
No silent dinner.
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