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I wanted him to arrive.
Sunday night arrived, and Carter packed.
He laid his suitcase across our bed and moved around the bedroom whistling.
I folded laundry in the corner while watching him pack cologne, linen pants, sunglasses, swim trunks, and the white shirt I had bought him for our anniversary.
“Denver must be warmer than I remember,” I remarked.
Then he laughed. “The hotel has an indoor pool. You know how these conferences are.”
I smiled. “Right.”
He said it so softly that, for a brief moment, the past rose between us. The young Carter standing outside my office in the rain with flowers. The Carter who danced barefoot with me in our first apartment. The Carter who once loved me—or at least loved the version of himself reflected in my devotion.
For one dangerous second, I wanted to ask him not to go.
Because a small part of me still wanted him to choose me before I destroyed him.
But he had already made his choice.
“Have a good trip,” I said.
I didn’t sleep at all.
At 6:15 the following morning, he came downstairs wearing a navy travel blazer and the expression of a man heading toward pleasure. I stood in the kitchen pouring coffee.
His suitcase waited beside the front door.
“Car’s here,” he said, glancing at his phone.
“Want me to drive you?”
“No, sweetheart. No need. Traffic will be awful.”
He kissed me quickly.
Too quickly.
His thoughts were already at the airport, already with Vanessa, already inside a luxury suite scattered with rose petals.
“I love you,” he said.
Those were the last words he ever spoke to me as my husband.
I looked directly into his eyes.
“I know,” I replied.
He never noticed the difference.
The black sedan pulled away from the curb at 6:22 a.m. Carter waved from the rear window. I stood on the porch in my robe, barefoot against the cold stone, watching fifteen years of my life disappear down the street in a hired car.
When the vehicle turned the corner, I stepped inside and locked the door.
Then I walked to the dining room, opened my laptop, and checked the flight status.
On time.
Perfect.
For the next fourteen hours, I waited.
I did laundry. I answered work emails. I removed Carter’s suits from our closet and arranged them neatly across the guest-room bed. I called a locksmith and scheduled an appointment for the next morning. I placed every piece of printed evidence into a fireproof box.
At 7:08 p.m. Eastern time, Carter’s flight touched down in Dubai.
I poured myself a glass of red wine.
At 8:03 p.m., I logged into our joint account.
Balance: $52,614.37.
I stared at the figure for a long moment.
Then I clicked transfer.
PART 3
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