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Matthew held her gaze. “He abandoned your mom. That part is true. But he didn’t stop loving any of you.”
“Yes,” Matthew said quietly. “He should have.”
“He didn’t stop loving any of you.”
Then he took out three letters.
“I’m sorry to tell you this, but Sam died four months ago,” he said.
He told us Sam cut himself off.
I was wrong to leave you alone that day. I told myself I was protecting you and the girls from my mother.
You deserved a husband who stayed and fought beside you. I failed you first. Anything I did from a distance doesn’t erase that. It only proves I knew it.
I loved Lily and Nora from the second I saw them. I loved you long after I lost the right to.
— Sam.”
“I loved you long after I lost the right to.”
By evening, we were standing in Gia’s sitting room.
She opened the door, saw the folder in my hand, and stopped.Doors & Windows
“Please don’t make a scene, Erica,” she said.
Nora brushed past me. “That’s a wild opening line, Grandma.”
Gia’s jaw tightened. “I was trying to protect my family.”
“I failed you first.”
I laughed. “No. You were trying to control all of us.”Family
She looked at me. “Erica, you were grieving. Unstable. I had to think of the girls and make sure they had everything they needed.”
“I was devastated,” I said. “That’s not the same thing. You were ready to use my miscarriages, my grief, and my exhaustion against me before my daughters were even out of the hospital.”
Lily stepped forward. “Our dad cut you off for us. He knew what you were planning to do.”
Gia flinched.
“Erica, you were grieving.”
“You had lawyers ready before we even left the hospital,” I said. “You used my daughters like leverage.”
“I did what I thought was necessary, Erica. If you were a good mother, you’d understand.”
Nora folded her arms. “That must be a very comforting story for you.”
Gia’s eyes moved between the three of us. “You think he hated me for this?”
“No,” Lily said. “I think he loved us enough to leave you.”
“You used my daughters.”
***
That night, we sat at the kitchen table with the graduation flowers still drooping between us.
Lily asked, “Do you forgive him?”
I looked at Sam’s letter. “I understand him more than I did yesterday. But that isn’t the same as getting those years back.”
Nora reached for my hand. “He loved us.”
“Yes, babies.”
Lily took my other hand. “And you raised us, Mom.”
That was the part nobody could rewrite.
“He loved us.”
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