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Not doctor. Not a polite title. My name. The name he used to whisper in the dark when I still believed he might one day love me openly.
“Vitals, neurological checks, and imaging for the left forearm,” I told the nurse. “Keep her talking.”
The team moved quickly. I checked Sophie’s pupils, examined her collarbone, and looked for swelling. Every motion was calm and gentle. But I felt Elias watching me the entire time.
Six months since that rainy Tuesday in his kitchen, when I had stood in a blue dress with mascara running down my face and asked if he loved me or only needed me. He had stood there silent, trapped by his past, and finally said he did not know how to build a family.
So I walked out into the rain.
“Doctor Adelaide?” Sophie’s voice pulled me back.
“You’re pretty. Are you having a baby?”
“That’s so cool,” Sophie said. “I always wanted a little sister.”
Behind me, Elias made a sound so quiet no one else noticed.
By ten that night, Sophie was resting upstairs with a small cast and a clean scan. I found Elias in a dim consultation room, gripping the windowsill so tightly his knuckles had turned white.
“Sophie is stable,” I said. “She should go home in the morning.”
The question was raw, stripped of all his usual armor.
“Adelaide, please.”
“No,” I said, my voice shaking despite myself. “You don’t get to demand answers after one hundred and eighty days of silence.”
“I didn’t know.”
“You didn’t look,” I said. “I wanted you to fight for us, Elias. You let me leave.”
His face tightened as if I had cut him.
“I was a coward.”
“Yes,” I whispered. “You were.”
I walked away before he could see me cry.
When I reached my apartment at two in the morning, exhausted and hollow, an elegant box waited outside my door. There was no return address, only a cream card under a black ribbon.
Adelaide, some wars cannot be fought alone, especially the ones involving him. Look inside.
The box held a hand-knitted seafoam-green baby blanket and rare vintage pediatric medical books. It was expensive, thoughtful, and impossible to ignore.
But it was not from Elias.
That weekend, I could not stop wondering who had sent it.
On Sunday afternoon, someone knocked. I opened the door and found Elias standing there, looking out of place in my modest apartment building. Beside him stood Sophie, her arm in a white cast.
“Doctor Adelaide!” Sophie said brightly, holding up a container. “Dad and I made cookies. He burned the first batch, but these are good.”
I laughed before I could stop myself.
Elias looked embarrassed. “We’re trying to earn forgiveness with sugar. May we come in?”
Against my better judgment, I stepped aside.
Sophie immediately noticed the ultrasound photo on my refrigerator. “Is that the baby? It looks like a little bean.”
“It’s getting bigger every day,” I said.
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