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When they married, she was 28 and he was 61.
“He wanted me to quit my acting career, I did. He wanted to change my hair, the way I dressed, the way I walked, the way I wrote. And I so wanted to make him happy.”
She tried to become the woman he imagined, but the harder she tried, the more she lost sight of herself.
Over time, she realized no amount of change could fill the void between them.
“If you go against your deepest feelings… you’re screwed,” she admitted.
She claimed that Grant had pushed her to the brink of a nervous breakdown and persuaded her to take LSD, which she said she used only twice. In addition, she alleged that he struck her, and laughed while doing it.
“I couldn’t breathe in that atmosphere anymore,” she confessed.
In the years that followed, she looked back with gratitude rather than bitterness.
“There are some happy memories with Cary. I’m grateful for the experience. It’s brought me to be the woman I am today.”
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