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The Sprite bottle was still on the counter beside him.
“You don’t have to know tonight.”
He nodded.
Then I asked him the question that had lived inside me since the day he disappeared.
He stared at the bottle for a long moment.
Then he said, “No.”
He looked at me and said, “I think part of me knew that. I think that’s why I survived it.”
I did not get his lost childhood back.
None of those things can ever be returned.
But that night, I stood inside my son’s kitchen while my grandson pressed a dinosaur sticker into my hand and asked if I liked green.
Daniel stood near the counter, exhausted and stunned.
And alive.
“You already are.”
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